Thursday of the Seventh Week in Ordinary Time

Today’s readings leave me uncomfortable. The reading from James and the Psalm are reminders of just how short life is and consideration of what we do with what we have. The Gospel continues with strong images driving home personal responsibility.

I give particular attention to verse 42 of the Gospel (Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him if a great millstone were put around his neck and he were thrown into the sea.). I know the kind of person that I am. I fear a God who dispenses justice with good reason. Work was a place where I tended not to show my weaknesses. I was the person who was not afraid to say what many were thinking but did not want be the one to say it. Everyday I went to bed not with my own personal affirmations but instead focusing on my shortcomings. 

I find myself not afraid of death, but rather afraid of using my last days in the wrong way. Today's first reading places me firmly in the realm of those whose possessions are on the road to decay. My life has been very comfortable.

My prayer today is a traditional prayer for openness to the guidance of the Spirit.  
Come, Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful.
And kindle in them the fire of your love.
Send forth your Spirit and they shall be created.
And you will renew the face of the earth.